I'm depressed today. It's not because of the weather. It is bright and sunny today. I've started losing hope in being a mom. I don't know if I will ever be a mom. I wish I could tell this to someone who will just listen and not say things like "your life is great! What is there to be depressed about?" or "think about how much worse off others are." I wish that I wasn't always labeled as the person who has their life together. Maybe then someone would take the time to ask me how I'm doing and care to listen. I just want to cry but I can't because I have other people's problems to deal with. It's not that I don't care about them, I do, I just... yeah.
